The rain is pattering down the earth,
Colourless and lacking so much
Water percolates deeper and unearths,
A profound aroma a joyous touch.
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Who was I before I walked those steps-
Making my way on this wet soft land,
Was I, like the winds so much aimless
Had finally found its aim by someone ‘s hand.
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Why do I feel a throbbing high,
Though I have not moved a single step,
Glistening moist sky, fingers unfold high-
Everything engulfed in a fist ‘s depth.
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Little breaths, big breaths, long sighs,
Surmise the precious present,
Yet I feel the past drum, for presence vies,
And the presence of the unseen within.
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Why do I feel that my stomach curling up,
Even though it has space plenty
When I am with another, I smile and picture-
We tread soft steps on this wet land in company.
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Eyes curl uncurl,
Lips wither- it is my winter,
Twist untwist rage unfurls,
The ache rises my head in blisters.
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Pain ebbs the high unrest
I feel a throbbing high,
Even though I have not taken a single step,
All my life- it moves by.
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Why instead the blood is not drained away,
And I am soaked out of my life hence,
Why do I have to revisit the old times again,
The magic of the unseen ends..
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The throbbing pain making gains,
Unleashing and twisting in a blind game.
Why, does it end here or I begin again?
An aimless wind hissing away…
~Kunjal Gupta